cheese

i am bored. i am smart enough to time my online visits when no ones else is on so , once again i have missed everyone. oh well. i have major writers block so i am going to go eat more food. chips and cheese dip. cheese dip, yuuummmm!!!!!!

probation

ok, my last post i was happy cuz i had found those lyrics and i was having a somewhat good day. could that last, no. now im on probation, i can only go to inks blogs and mine, (sorry everyone), im getting invited to boarding schools which is a long complicated story that ill tell later, and since im getting invited to boarding schools my parents are having cram for this enterance test, i cannot sleep even though im taking meds so im like a walking zombie, i have hit an all time depression low, and i cant tell you the full extent to which i am screwed up cuz my parents (the control freaks) read everything i post, im falling apart,i dont know what im saying and i just feel really .... .... upset, to put it mildly.
sorry for the ranting and falling apart and junk, ill feel better next week. feel free to ignore every thing ive just said, its totally meaning less. im gonna go hide in my room, burn incense, and listen to music. hope you guys are having a better week, day, life then i am.
love you guys *hugs*
elfy

fast car lyrics

ok, i totally love this song. like to the point where when it comes on i have my ear pressed against the radoi, cursing cuz i have no reception.

You got a fast car
I want a ticket to anywhere
Maybe we make a deal
Maybe together we can get somewhere
Anyplace is better
Starting from zero got nothing to lose
Maybe we'll make something
But me myself I got nothing to prove
You got a fast car
And I got a plan to get us out of here
I been working at the convenience store
Managed to save just a little bit of money
We won't have to drive too far
Just 'cross the border and into the city
You and I can both get jobs
And finally see what it means to be living
You see my old man's got a problem
He live with the bottle that's the way it is
He says his body's too old for working
I say his body's too young to look like his
My mama went off and left him
She wanted more from life than he could give
I said somebody's got to take care of him
So I quit school and that's what I did
You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so we can fly away
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way
I remember we were driving driving in your car
The speed so fast I felt like I was drunk
City lights lay out before us
And your arm felt nice wrapped 'round my shoulder
And I had a feeling that I belonged
And I had feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone
You got a fast car
And we go cruising to entertain ourselves
You still ain't got a job
And I work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
We'll move out of the shelter
Buy a big house and live in the suburbs
You got a fast car
And I got a job that pays all our bills
You stay out drinking late at the bar
See more of your friends than you do of your kids
I'd always hoped for better
Thought maybe together you and me would find it
I got no plans I ain't going nowhere
So take your fast car and keep on driving
You got a fast car
But is it fast enough so you can fly away
You gotta make a decision
You leave tonight or live and die this way

slightly depressing but still...

UGH!!

i have a cold that makes it feel like i have a frog in my throat. im slightly delusional as you can tell. oh well, off to the land of klenex, tea, and delusions. i hope i dont drown in my tea cup. i really am out of it. at least im still here enough to realize im out of it. im gonna stop babbling and go drink my tea now.

chocolate

ive had choclate, coffee, and window shopping so i feel better.

test

im just checking to see if my glitchs are gone!

exploding stars

i was bored. as mentioned in my other post, so i went online and looked for pictures of stars. i thought these one were really cool and ill probably try to find more.

im bored

its been a boring and slightly depressing day. i somehow managed to survive school, dont know how. one of these days im gonna fall asleep at my desk and hit my head on the edge, permenatly removing myself from the boredom some sadistic child hater made mandatory. im homeschooled so i cant even cut class. then i had a fun filled afternon watching one of my sisters try to shut herself in the pantry, listening to the other one sing (my ears will never be the same again) which is probably the reason the other one was trying to shut herself up, and fighting with my brother. and that was what my fam considers normal.

Where r u guys?

its nine over here and no ones on. what is up with that! i have no one to listen to my stupid ramblings. i just missed kat and wolfboy. kat ,ok, by like an hour, and wolfboy by like two minutes. please come back on wolfy!

NNNNOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

my brother is obsessed with this computer game. its a civil war game and the theme song, i dont see how this ties in, is the ants go marching two by two. i have that song stuck in my head. majorly. i feel happy and ready to march two by two. im ready to throttle myself. i think im going insane. the ants go marching two by two ....hurrah hurrah...the ants go march- get the picture? and since hes obsessed he keeps kicking my off, most of the time when im in the middle of a post or talking to someone which is very anoying and i wish hed stop now. im still thinking with a british accent, my brother just told me to hurry up and i have no chocolate. which is too bad because chocolate cures everything. will someone please just put me out of my misery right now? before the ants start marching again.
this has been youre update from the loony bin- this reporter is signing off now.

Tea Parties

i just got done with a tea party. my little sister is totally into that sort of thing and im under strict orders from mum to go along with it. i sat through twenty minutes of taking pictures for dad, drinking out of tea cups for a doll, talking with a british accent, and stuffing down biscotti. if i see one more tiny tea cup, im gonna scream! i started school today so i was extremly bored all day. ure right ink, the math tutor is not quite right in the head, poor chap. must have spent to long studying those numbers hes always babbling on about. to top it all of my mum assigned a paper and its only the first day of school. i miss going to public school! hope everyone else is having a better day then me. i think im going mad, well madder. *hysterical laughter* try to save the steak now, tiny... person!

shopping clerks, black, and low pants

first: Black
its Autumn now ( quick note: if this sounds like im talking with a British accent, i am. i just read a book by a British author and now all my thoughts are in a British accent, and while i was at the store i slipped and started talking with a British accent.) and black is no longer IN. now its gold, red, white, pumpkin, and teal. i was looking for some black clothes because gold,red,teal, and pumpkin are not my colors, all white would have been a little much, and i was just in the mood for black. the only black things they had were black tank tops to be layered with one of the above colors. i finally found a black shirt with a gray picture of Aubrey Hepburn on it. hey it was better then nothing.
second: Store Clerks
because of the color situation i had to try on five million different outfits. by they time i was done three different sales ladies were there and by the ends of their shifts they were all glaring at me, counting my things, and handing me the little number cards all without saying a word. come on! its not my fault your store has no black! really!
third: Low Pants
as my dad and i were walking to the checkout we saw this kid in front of us. he was maybe ten, eleven and his pants were below his butt! they were hanging on his legs by some miracle while his underwear and some of his legs were sticking out the top. i so did NOT need to see that! my dad and i decided we were scarred for life.
and that was my trip to target. i just regret i wasnt close enough to the kid to yell: HEY YOU, WITH THE GRAY BRIEFS, PULL UP YOUR PANTS!! then i would have had the pleasure of seeing his face turn red. oh well you cant have it all.

Late night hysterics

im sorry i havent been on. ive been grounded. but thats not important. latly ive been looking like a vampire, giant circles under my eyes and pale skin. oh weell, thats what happens when you try to survive on... OMG!!! i actually got nine hours of sleep last nite!!! went to bed at four am and woke up at twelve. actually woke up at eleven and was in a comatose state for an hour. lets see.... i wanted to say something only i dont know what. itll come later. now i am going to see what ive missed.

NOOOO!!!!!!

ugh. i just had to get up and nine after a night of walking around in bedroom because of my darn insomnia. and now i have to go to the torture chamber. the orthodontist. i am assuming i will be put on a rack and stretched but ill never tell who ate the cookies. you cant make me!!!!! *hysterical laughter*

Picture

i saw this picture and it sort of reminded me of Edoras which is my favorite castle ever. but it also sort of reminded me of the way i think the castle in Rapuzel looks. Rapunzel has been my favorite fairy tale since i read the one by Donna Napoli.

Pencils

my mom just told me five minutes ago to sharpen a whole pack of pencils for. i start...second...third...fiveth..seventh... eighth. and on the eighth my pencil sharpener comits suicide and dies. i swear i didnt do a thing. well except sharping eight pencils with it. hum, maybe it got overwhelmed by life and decided to go to the great sharpener in the sky. which is all fine and good, really, but how the heck am i gonna sharpen the six pencils i have left?

Stepheie Meyer's home page

Heres the link tp stephenie meyers homepage. totally cool! theres deleted scenes and extra chapters. theres stuff from edward, jacob, and rosalie's point of view.

stepheniemeyer.com

Midnight Sun

Stephenie Meyer is writting a book about Edward's point of view as a companion to Twilight. here's the link for the first chapter. It's totally awsome!

http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/midnightsun_chapter1.pdf

ajsgls

im trying to make my stupid glitch go away. im bored, im slightly depressed and im so tired im out of it. that spretty much it. oh and i really dont want to think of a title for this.

chocolate

i need chocolate. i know this sounds corny but... i feel an impending sense of doom. could have something to do with the "talk" i had with parents last night, (how come when you have talks with ure parents u end up feeling worse then u did when u started?) or it could have something to do with fact that my dad is going to get deployed in the next year, or it could have something to do with the fact i havent talked to anyone but my fam for three days. all i know is that i need chocolate, lots of chocolate. and i need my computer not to be so glitchy. i have a feeling im not going to get either of them.

Ocean

I was just thinking about living in California and got sad cuz im not by an ocean anymore So im adding pics of the ocean to my myself feel better. the one on the left my dad took when we on vacation and the one on the right i got from a travel agency. i'll add more later but i have to go shopping with my mom now.

Dictator dad

There's a week until school starts and my dad has started to "get us into shape" by making us get up at eight, go to bed at eight, all the lovely things that are completely necessary to start the school year off with. I predicte this will last three weeks, a month tops. My prediction is backed up by the fact that i was up until eleven last night blogging and it's eleven and i just got up a half hour ago. Well, this school year's gonna be hard.

HELLOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

Where is everyone? please dont tell me that theres no more insomniacs blogging at 10:30. i would not believe that.

UUGGHH

i am O-fficially fried. vacation is done and we had to drive home last night. We drove cross country with n0 stops for sleep. eight am to three am the next day. la la la la. humm... ooooh... sparkly rocks!! yay... oh what was i saying. Olive Garden is great!!! they have comfortable seats and FOOD!!!!!!!!!!! oh well i better get off before i blab my plans to bomb the white house. oops i did not say that.